I didnt know being or not being in someones future is just a "little thing." I didnt know potentially sharing life-long memories with somebody that means so much to you is just a "little thing." I am sorry I got butthurt and felt the pain of being left out over a "little thing." Two totally different people, two different incentives in life, two different perspectives of the future.
Sometimes I feel as if I am not able to feel any pain just because the degree of pain I have given out is way worse. It feels as if the pains I go through should not even matter because it doesnt amount to what I gave. I'm sorry I am human and I feel what any other people would feel during that moment of confrontation. I feel as if I just have to swallow everything and show no emotions at all just for everything to be better. No matter the degree it is, I hurt too. I am completely sorry for feeling the way I have been feeling. I'll try to become a robot and say that It wont happen again or I wont feel what I am feeling ever again.
7 motherfucking days or more. Let's see how I feel about this.
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